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it's raining so much outside

Journal Entry: Wed May 28, 2008, 8:14 PM
i don't quite remember where i was reading this from, but i had sent myself these 2 short sentences via email a while back.
it's so simple but it puts so many things going on in my life right now into complete and utter perspective


"Friends aren’t forever, lovers often go their separate ways, and even families sometimes fall apart. The only person who is guaranteed to be by your side through thick and thin from your first breath to your last sputter is you."

  • Mood: Hope
  • Playing: my thoughts
  • Eating: air

i revoke that last journal.

Journal Entry: Fri Apr 25, 2008, 11:46 PM
because i've realized that i can't even go two whole days without taking photos.

  • Mood: Content

breaks

Journal Entry: Mon Apr 21, 2008, 10:54 PM
i'm going to [try to] take a break from self portraits, i'm so immensely tired of seeing my own face that it's driving me insane. i've been so completely and utterly uninspired lately, there seems to be nothing that can get my blood flowing and my thoughts racing anymore. i need some models, and i have a few in mind but i need to get in contact with some of my old friends and discuss the idea with some of my new ones. and with the school year ending soon, this completely complicates the situation. for my summers i do NOTHING at all whatsoever, i don't travel, or work (although i'm hoping to this summer) or anything. i plan on looking into photography classes to take this summer, and hopefully that can be a nice way to pass my time.
not to mention all of the "psychological" stressors that i've been trying to manage my way through recently.
i'm trying to get my life and myself back on track and moving in a new, positive direction.

wish me luck x
:)

note: i still will be somewhat "active" on devArt to a certain extent, adding faves and commenting and so on. i don't plan on going anywhere, i'm just slowing my own pace and sorting some things out.

  • Mood: Tired

fringe

Journal Entry: Fri Apr 18, 2008, 9:29 PM
i have bangs !!
again !!!

FINALLY!!
:]


:heart:

  • Mood: Optimism

flickr.

Journal Entry: Sun Apr 6, 2008, 7:10 PM
so i've created a flickr account.

flickr.com / alex and the big green monster

i'm still in the process of working on it.

please view.
thanks
(:

  • Mood: Optimism